Saturday, June 27, 2009 / 10:09 PM
Hey everyone. so this post is gonna be a rant post so feel free to ignore it or not read it.
So today has really pissed me off..and not because my dad found out about my tongue piercing. its cause he asked me to take the fucking thing out. also he gave me one month of grounding and my allowance is being cut by half for a month. and okay i dont mind all the grounding and allowance cutting but seriously. whats the point of me taking it out?????? EXACTLY. there is no fucking point. and if there is i obviously dont see it. because the way i see it. there isnt any point that i did it. only to have it taken out a few weeks later and then to have to do it again when im 16,17 or 18. which by the way is just next year in case im the only one who noticed. and my dad didnt freak out or anything but still he is really thinking in the fucking weirdest way to ask me to take it out. cause i'll just do it again and waste another SIXTY FUCKING DOLLARS just to go through the same 4-day pain and the piercing. there is no solid reason to take it out its based solely on the stupid fucking parental fact of 'i said so'. and if any of my parents or whoever is reading this well at least now you'll know i say the word fuck. okay??? so yeah. and i seriously cant fucking wait to be 21 and fucking get out of this stupid fucking house forever. i cant stand being here and i would go somewhere else its just that i've got no cash and nowhere to go. my family barely even know me. my friends know me somewhat better but not totally and i cant wait to leave the house. just as a note to whichever cousins, parents or whatever reading this: Once i leave this fucking house the next time you'll see me will be with a bright fluorescent hair colour with tons and TONS AND TONS of PIERCINGS AND TATTOOS EVERYWHERE! and each time you see me you'd better bet you see something new. cause i yeah maybe this world is unfair but having something i want is my choice. and my body is MY BODY. NOT ANYONE ELSE'S FUCKING PROPERTY OKAY? SO TAKE THAT ALL YOU FUCKING BITCHES. i cant take this fucking house anymore. i swear if one day you see me dead before 21 DONT BE SURPRISED. OKAY? IM FUCKING TELLING YOU NOW! And if you think your fucking hurting. take a look at me and fucking think again.