Stage fright much? Thursday, December 2, 2010 / 6:21 AM
You know how if you say or look at a word too much you'd think it looks weird or isnt spelt right? Yeah that just happened to me with the word fright. Okay but anyways...stage fright is probably one of my most annoying and difficult to pass challenges. I hate feeling like people are scrutinizing me and analysing whatever i'm up there for. Which is why its always hard for me to go for auditions, do solo performances and stuff like that. I get nervous so easily. If i'm singing for an audition or just practicing in front of my friend, i'd get so nervous my voice would waver and be shaky. And i've known this friend for years and years.
But seriously..i cant even do cantering in church. I love to sing but this stage fright thing is really getting in my way. People say i have a nice voice but i always believe that i dont match up. So i guess what i'm trying to say is...i need therapy...yeah..But its always scary for me..being judged by someone or disappointing..hopefully i'll get over this soon..cause seriously..ugh! i hate it.