Sometimes fantasy is better than reality. Sunday, January 23, 2011 / 9:53 PM
You know how it is when you just wanna get close to someone, and it doesnt necessarily have to be someone you know..but just a feeling of closeness..of finishing each others sentences, of knowing each other so well you can see their thoughts in their eyes, of being in perfect sync with each other. I wish i had that in my life..unfortunately these things are not so commonly found. The fact is, i dont believe in love at first sight, so its not as if i'll see some guy and immediately know that all these will happen with him. But the feeling of wanting to believe they'll happen takes me over so much. I don't even know how to explain it. But impossible as it is, i want someone who'll know exactly why im irritated when i am, or who'll know exactly what to say in a difficult situation. A guy who can put me at ease just by being near me and can help me without me feeling like im stupid. I'm not delusional enough to fool myself into believing there's a guy like this out there..but like the title, sometimes fantasy IS better than reality. Because you can make yourself feel better by believing all the things that you really want and having them in your grasp.
But i'm not stupid. I know that in the end, we all have to wake up from our dreams. It's hard but at least we'll really be living and not fooling ourselves.
On a lighter note, my sister just barged in while i was writing this and STOLE THE TISSUE BOX SHE GAVE TO ME!! Cause apparently there're no more in the freaking house. -_-. HAIYO. Damn annoying. Sigh. Okay gonna continue reading VA now. BYE!